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Chapter 8 - THE FILE THEY WANTED ME TO SIGNKAYISE

The strange thing about discovering that six hundred people may have been secretly monitored is that life doesn't suddenly stop.

The next morning, the academy still expects us to wake up at 4:30.

We still have physical training.

We still have breakfast.

We still have instructors shouting about discipline and responsibility.

The world continues as though nothing has happened.

But nothing feels normal anymore.

Every security camera makes me uncomfortable.

Every unfamiliar person in the corridor makes me wonder whether I am being watched.

And every time Ryan tries to speak to me, I remember her standing in that classroom, crying because I had discovered her betrayal.

I haven't forgiven her.

I haven't even decided whether I want to.

At breakfast, she approaches our table.

"Kayise, can we talk?"

Sebastian looks up from his food.

I keep my eyes on my plate.

"About what?"

"Please."

I finally look at her.

She looks exhausted.

There are dark circles beneath her eyes.

Part of me wants to ask whether she slept.

The rest of me remembers what she did.

"Not now, Ryan."

She nods.

"Okay."

She turns to leave.

I almost call her back.

Almost.

But I don't.

Sebastian waits until she's gone.

"You can't avoid her forever."

"I'm not avoiding her."

He raises an eyebrow.

"Right. You're just aggressively ignoring her existence."

I push my food around.

"She lied to me."

"I know."

"She gave strangers information about me."

"I know."

"Information about my father. Things I trusted her with."

He puts down his fork.

"Then you have every right to be angry."

I look at him.

"But?"

"But you should find out exactly what happened before deciding who she is forever."

I sigh.

"Why do you always have to sound reasonable?"

"It's a gift."

"An annoying one."

He smiles.

For a moment, I smile too.

Then someone approaches our table.

A civilian woman wearing an academy identification badge.

"Cadet Mthembu?"

I straighten.

"Yes, ma'am."

"You're required in the academic administration office."

My stomach twists.

"Now?"

"Yes."

Sebastian looks at me.

I give him a small shrug.

Apparently, being summoned has become my full-time occupation.

The administrator introduces herself as Ms. Price.

She is polite.

Almost too polite.

She offers me water, asks whether I'm comfortable, and tells me there is an exciting opportunity available.

I immediately become suspicious.

People at this academy seem to use the word opportunity whenever they want me to do something I haven't agreed to.

She places a folder in front of me.

"Your reasoning assessment placed you among our strongest candidates for advanced academic development."

I don't respond.

"We would like to offer you a place in an information technology foundation program, with the possibility of progressing into an accredited degree."

I look at the papers.

There is a scholarship.

Additional tutoring.

Mentorship.

Access to specialized laboratories.

Under different circumstances, I might have been excited.

But then I see the conditions.

One clause requires broad consent to the use of my academic and behavioral information for future research.

Another allows information to be shared with approved external partners.

A third requires me to complete additional psychological assessments.

I look up.

"Who are the external partners?"

Ms. Price smiles.

"Research organizations working with the academy."

"Which organizations?"

"The full list is available through the research office."

"Then I would like to see it before signing."

Her smile tightens.

"That can be arranged."

I keep reading.

Near the bottom is another paragraph.

It states that candidates must demonstrate emotional independence and may be required to reduce personal associations that interfere with their development.

I stare at the words.

Reduce personal associations.

I already know what that means.

"Is this about Ryan?"

Ms. Price blinks.

"I'm sorry?"

"Cadet Dube. Is this clause about my friendship with her?"

"It's a standard developmental provision."

"Then why was I specifically evaluated on whether I would abandon her during an emergency?"

She becomes very still.

"Who told you that?"

"Does it matter?"

"It might."

I close the folder.

"I'm not signing this."

Her expression changes.

"Cadet Mthembu, you should understand that opportunities like this are limited."

"Then give it to someone who wants it under those conditions."

"You could jeopardize your future."

I stand.

"No, ma'am. I'm trying to make sure my future belongs to me."

For several seconds, she doesn't speak.

Then she quietly collects the documents.

"Very well."

I turn toward the door.

"Cadet Mthembu?"

I stop.

"Yes?"

"You should be careful about rejecting assistance from people who are trying to help you."

I look back.

"People who want to help me should be willing to tell me what they're asking me to agree to."

I leave before she can respond.

Later that afternoon, Sebastian finds me in the library.

He is carrying three books and wearing the expression he gets whenever he has discovered something interesting.

"I need your brain."

I look up.

"Unfortunately, it's busy being traumatized."

"Understandable. But this won't take long."

He sits opposite me.

"Our systems instructor gave us access to a sample research dataset for tomorrow's lesson."

"So?"

"I think somebody made a mistake."

He opens his laptop.

Rows of anonymized training statistics appear on the screen.

At first, everything looks ordinary.

Reaction times.

Attendance patterns.

Problem-solving scores.

Then he points to one column.

"Look at this."

I lean forward.

There is a reference number.

Beside it is a note about financial stress.

Another row contains information about a student's family medical situation.

I stare at it.

"Why would that be in an academic dataset?"

"Exactly."

He scrolls farther.

One of the records describes a cadet whose mother is receiving kidney treatment.

My chest tightens.

Ryan.

The name isn't displayed, but I know enough to recognize the description.

Sebastian closes the laptop halfway.

"This was presented as anonymous data. But some of these details are specific enough that people could identify the students."

I feel sick.

"Are we supposed to be looking at this?"

"It's in the approved class materials. But I don't think it should be."

"Then we need to report it."

He nods.

"Already sent a message to our instructor asking that access be suspended pending a review."

I stare at him.

"You reported it before coming to me?"

"Of course."

"Why?"

"Because even if this information helps us understand what happened, those students didn't agree to have strangers reading about their private lives."

For a moment, I just look at him.

Then I smile.

"What?"

"Nothing."

"You're looking at me weirdly."

"You're a good person, Sebastian."

He looks embarrassed.

"Please don't tell anyone. I have a reputation."

I laugh.

It feels good.

After everything that has happened, laughing feels like something I've almost forgotten how to do.

Then his laptop makes a sound.

A new message has arrived through the academy's student portal.

No sender name.

Just a forwarded document attached to a report he submitted.

The file is titled:

WHY LERATO MASEKO DISAPPEARED

My smile vanishes.

"Open it."

Sebastian hesitates.

"Maybe we should tell Captain Ndlovu first."

I nod.

"You're right."

He forwards the message to the designated reporting address without opening the attachment.

A moment later, another message arrives.

This time, it contains only text.

KAYISE, YOU ARE ASKING THE RIGHT QUESTIONS. BUT DON'T TRUST THE PERSON WHO SAYS HE IS TRYING TO PROTECT YOU.

I feel my skin turn cold.

Sebastian looks at me.

"Who sent that?"

Before I can answer, the screen refreshes.

May you like

A final message appears.

MY NAME IS LERATO MASEKO. AND I CAN PROVE WHAT THEY DID TO ME.

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